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Synthetic Existence

from Extermination Process by Malform

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Mood stabilizers, SSRIs
Anti-Psychotics blurring your eyes
Taking pills just so you can exist
Is it really fucking worth it?

Pills for breakfast, lunch and dinner
Vision's blurry, blood is thinner
Voices no longer in your mind
But you're slowly dying on the inside

Tablets of yellow, white and brown
Turn your mind upside down
No refills left, the prescription's low
Anxiety begins to flow

Running away from the depression
With chemical malnutrition
Not considering suicide
But your brain's decaying on the inside

Insanity or chemical bliss
Life is never hit, it's just a miss
Struggling to find a balance
To cure your crippled, malformed brain synapses

But is it even worth it?

Your existence is synthetic


from Extermination Process, released May 23, 2014


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